yeah my back has been hurting all day. its not sore, it just feels like it needs to pop. and if i sit certain ways, it hurts so bad it literally takes my breath away. i dont think ive had anything hurt like this since i had whiplash. bleh. i took a nap after class and pretty much laid down all day in hopes that it would help but alas, it has not.
the good thing is, bleitz's project is finally over. im done dealing with mythical creature magnets for good. we both agreed that its totally unfinished and needs work but whatever. im leaving and im not turning back.
onto bigger and better things.
i think my next project will be record album art and music posters. i told him i'd do packaging but i guess that kinda counts. whatever. between that, my tarot cards, business presentation, and portfolio class... i think i can handle the rest of school. ive been at a standstill for so long but im feeling motivated enough to crack out of it and really crank out some serious work for the senior show and what not. i mean we only have 43 days left. its about time to get the show on the road.
tomorrow im planning on getting up decently early and doin some homework. then maybe getting some groceries that are only healthy, so im not tempted to be a fatass. then going with alan and mike at 2 to get plexiglass, finally. i talked to patrick about measurements and i think everything is finally settled and ready. hopefully ill have enough done by tomorrow night that i'll feel comfortable going out with aimee before she leaves friday.
also. id like to mention that my family is in mexico right now and im really jealous. and also, they cant come for the senior show and im borderline devastated. i feel like thats the culmination of all of our hard work in the past four years. and they're going to miss it. my cousin shane and his wife kara said they might come. theyre going to be in orlando that weekend for a wedding anyway. it would be awesome if they could cause having them here was pretty fun. we'll see though.
annnnd yeah... im thinking i need to make myself get to sleep so im not a waste tomorrow. goodnight all.
at least it feels like it lately. it really does. i havent left this place at all, unless it was to get my meal of the day. (totally unhealthy) to make things worse, jared hasnt been here, so the whole place feels totally empty and quiet. AND i cant ever get away from the fact that i have work to do since my computer is always glaring at me, even when im in bed asleep. i wish seth was here. or fran or stan or richard. i need company.
i dont even know why im writing this. basically, i'm all rested, and being wide awake in this room is just depressing or maybe just boring at best. i've been doing gic homework though. and by work i mean tracing the world map so that i can put my mythical creatures into place according to where they supposedly lived. lex was just over for a bit and we discussed how it feels entirely unnecessary to be doing projects like this when everyone already has their portfolios printed, except me of course. still though, it does really feel unimportant to the bigger scheme of things.
as for the 51 days left before graduation, uuh... shit. it gets closer and closer and i cant believe it. i did realize one thing though. i really wouldn't be pissed if i didn't get a good job, or even a job at all within these next few weeks before i graduated. i realized that what would piss me off, is if people like kiem vu come to me bragging about the offers they got.
i. dont. care.
im really sick of people being competitive, we're all going different directions anyway. i don't think any of us are going after the exact same jobs in this department anyway. im just kind of tired of life at this point. i need a new outlook, a new mood. usually, i would rearrange my furniture at a point like this, but i have too much due tomorrow to even get myself in that kind of a mess. plus my bed is far too heavy. maybe later.
UPDATE: just found out printmaking crit is this friday. this puts a lovely spin on things. :/
Pownce is it. I think I mostly just like it because its my entire networking live organized online for once. We'll see how long this lasts haha.
and yeah, aside from that, my room is totally clean and it feels awesome. i love having freshly washed sheets, vacuumed carpets, a recently washed wardrobe, and a squeaky clean bathroom. im thinking i want to go out tonight but we're going to leave super early for orlando tomorrow so we can get some shopping in at the Mall of Millenia, which is excellent.
also, i realized how much i really truly loooove candles. ive gone through so many this semester, especially those febreeze ones. its just nice to have that extra element in the house and they smell so damn good too. i think im going to start a collection.
another thing, i love how whenever i IM my dad, he asks what i want. every. single. time. he cant just chat. and in mid-sentence he'll say 'ok love you bye'. he has no interweb manners whatsoever and it cracks me up. man, we live in two totally different generations.
